i am tired of this username!!~ x.x
i want something cute.

and i don't know what to do with this lj anymore...

since i don't have time to draw anymore, and i quit the guro for the 1201381039 time... except for kakihara, he will be forever in my heart.

i can't use it for blogging...because i already have a blog in portuguese and i don't update it that much either.

i want a new layout here

i want a fish too

i need to sleep..

♥~






I really like where her tongue piercings are placed!!






( she looks pretty like this too )

she looks so fragile. and reminds me so much of yock river up :D





( only two more.. )


I wish I knew more about her, but all I know is, her nickname is black apple and she has some deep scars...as seen in some of her pics

image by: Yuji Moriguchi



it's been so long since I used lj..

so many things have changed :D

might talk about them later, since I have lots of free time now.

I wish I could delete some stuff from here. but I have 600 entries, so I'm not sure if I wanna go through them all ....

Ummmmmmmmmm...


to someone very rich: please buy my soul, so i can afford my desired plastic surgeries.

D:


I will take this pic to the surgeon~




Kato is like one of the hottest women ever. :|

PLEASE!!

.
I love my new icon :3 I'm having some fun on photoshop.

Wah, I'm so sick my teacher told me to go home. I'm coughing so much ;-;

And well, my computer screen died. I'm here cause slowly I've been taking pieces from my dad's computer. I don't know why my computer hates me so much, it wanna die. I have some doll pics to upload, but I'm super lazy...

/edited.

posting this because I have nothing to post @_@</div>
And I'm not gonna post everything since my computer DIED, and I resurrected it, I'm too afraid to open stuff. There was a bug in my login profile and I almost had to reinstall windows...GAHH. I don't know how I restored it, but my destkop, bookmarks, everything I set up in any software I use is gone. At least the files survived. :| I don't know until when. My computer is kind of haunted. Maybe it's all the guro girls taking revenge... sometimes my computer plays random songs very loud when there are no softwares running. And the songs are unknown to me. I bet the files aren't even here :(

What happened to babyart ????

:(

nevermind I just came out of baby art blog


/Edit:

Apparently there is a bit of nasty Malware Virus spreading through the social networking sites...including LiveJournal (of course). It targets communities, generating a mod-ish looking post informing the membership that the community is being closed, and then deletes all the community's entries. The post includes a couple of links which, when clicked, will infect the clickee, compromising their personal info as well as their f-list. Good times! [NOT!]

*This post written by kenaz_fiction and borrowed with credit*

I have always loved this doll.

She has that "please take care of me" look.





more pics of her...
http://undergroundfortress.web.fc2.com/dolls/tusyumi/tsuyu.html

It's been so long and I still don't know how to ask the artist to make me one or sell her to me, ;3;




it's from the same artist which art goes on on 4chon /x/ all the time where people actually believe it was drawn by a mental hospital patient.
http://undergroundfortress.web.fc2.com/kaiga/kaiga/1yome.html


main website:

http://undergroundfortress.web.fc2.com/

was posted before a long time ago but anywayyyyssssss
someone make that doll for me.

WHAT

A

DISAPPOINTMENT


I bought some of those contacts that make the eyes bigger (circle lens) geo dueba etc bla bla...

BUT

MY EYE IS THE SAME SIZE AS MOST OF THEM T__T only the ones with a black border around are like 0,1cm bigger...you can't even tell there is a difference.. BAHH...


I think I need to buy those Barbie ones now... since they're even bigger I think.

VERY DISAPPOINTED :| But the brown ones have a pretty color..! but that's it... because with them the size of my eyes didn't change at all... -__-




by the way, I'm quitting guro forever. :D

I want a cute layout! I can't stand mine anymore.

...

I think I have been looking at beautiful things for so long that now I hate myself.
They're so wonderful.
I'm so insignificant...



photos are from this site
http://home.a00.itscom.net/feminism/



( other photos )

I didn't sleep.

i miss - - - :(

smooches

this game is winnn


http://www.parapluesch.de/

it's so cute *.*; you're substituting a doctor in a clinic and you have to take care of the plushies. Mentally ill plushies @_@

You have to go to the patients room, choose them and analyse by various options like dream analysis,  music therapy, by giving them medical drugs, and there is an horrible option under the bed - i thought i killed one of them when i used it...
until you find out what their problems are and they may become normal plushies again.

THE HIPPO IS JUST TOOOO ADORABLE... and completely insane... I still don't know what's wrong with him :[

I'm so productive today... D: or maybe it's an excuse so I don't have to go to bed.
The arm tattoo is based on a friend's tattoo... though his is pretty and super detailed

And I'm so smart I actually saved the resized version OVER the original one. Oh well... :/ I think I still have a backup though but without lots of effects... :|
blah blah blah...

my ctrl key is not working
...

http://girlizm.com/gallery/Hatsuko/



http://fotologue.jp/sayokichi
this gallery is very enigmatic...